Posted on: Monday, March 22, 2010
Posted at: 2:55 AM


I'd kill to be this skinny. Wear anything and everything I want!

It's great to be working 'cause I have cash to buy things~
But my job ain't providing me enough cash to do so hahaha. However I'm enjoying work at Starbucks, not everyone can make their very own iced lowfat green tea latte!
I'm dreading work on Wed and Fri though, will be going to RC which is a so very very busy outlet. Everyone knows what a klutz I can be when there's crowds and I'm under stress.
Really hope it's gonna be a busy shift later so I can have some practice beforehand.

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There are times when you are so deluded, you don't know what you're doing, and mistakes happen.
What would you do?

When I am seemingly conscious and in reality, it's apparent to me that it was years back so no point brooding over things and that I've moved on but yet I don't know if this is how I really feel deep down.
That things would still matter. That speaking up would eventually cause a change.
However I know these things are fixed, they can't and will not change. It's the fact, I accepted it.
But the question is, have I really moved on?

I do hope it's just one of the many times when I start to think too much (again) and submerge myself into my own emotional pool.