Posted on: Thursday, January 14, 2010
Posted at: 2:37 AM Cannot get to sleep that's not right man. I sleep in the morning every holidays I should stop this habit soon.
No one will want to meet me in the middle of the night!
I don't wake up to run, I stay awake till dawn and start running.

I'm still finding a job, have submitted so many application forms but I have no calls yet what the hell right.
Don't know how people find a job one this is so frustrating. Hopefully someone calls me soon if not I can just rot at home NO MONEY.

Anyways I experienced something new today. Not something I'd wish to happen and definitely not something I had expected to happen as well but ohwellllllls.
Couldn't say I'm happy about it, but can't say I'm upset too. Ain't feeling neutral about it either so I really have no idea how to explain the what's the feeling and what's actually going on.
I don't know if this would make things tougher in the long runor in future, maybe it will but if that's really the case I'll try to resolve it 'cause it's not just about me.
But there's a very sour, sinking feeling when I thought about something that was mentioned during it so I should just forget about it, which is pretty manageable I hope! (:

I. NEED. A. JOB. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON.