Posted on: Friday, January 22, 2010
Posted at: 11:06 AM Been checking up on my Azureus now and then to check if my games are done downloading. I realised I should have done that earlier, or perhaps not.
Never good to waste your life away playing games, or is it?

Sometimes I feel like moving out of Singapore, out of a society which is constantly moving, moving too fast. People hardly sits down and take a break.
They just keep working and working.
Some people asked me to start planning for my life, to start thinking what I want to do in the future, which path I wanna go. I know that's necessary but deep down I don't want to end up like the kind of people who doesn't have time for themselves even upon stepping into the comforts of their own home.
You hear the laptop keypads going tap tap tap, phones ringing.

I have a path laid out for me, and I know fully that isn't the one I wanna go.
In other people's eyes tat may be a good thing that something's planned for me, for I'm one person who doesn't have a goal in life, no direction, and maybe no bright shining future. No doubt what my brother had decided for me is attractive, yes it is, but only for people who will wanna work their life away, facing the laptop with statistics etc almost 24/7.
That's not what I want.
And I want to be fighting back.

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But for now, I'll do what I do best at. Sit down, relax and wait for my 1.4% (which can take a while, sadly) to complete.