Posted on: Monday, August 10, 2009
Posted at: 9:31 PM This is so frustrating.
I cannot study at night now, 'cause I get distracted very very easily. But I can't study in the afternoon either 'cause I'd just fall asleep... And I concluded that I study best alone. No one to talk to me, i.e no one to distract me. If I need help I'll just call relevant people.
That's the best form of studying for me man. And I should stop going to school 'cause going is just a waste of my time. Shall apply for study leeeeeeeave!!!

Had this hour+ talk with someone online last night, and it was kindof like a wake up call for me too.
So I figured I had to practise what I preached, so I spent quite long doing some vectors (and still very stuck).
That's about the best I can do now, and prelims is just a week away. HAHA I'M SO SCREWED.
I should wake earlier everyday. Then maybe go to the library to study 'cause there's free air con. Singapore's weather is crazy hot.
Sam said if it's holiday every summer for those people else where then we won't have to go at all man. We have summer all year round how great is that.

Have so much work to do, so many things to cover. ):

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I hate to say this but I think I need MORE shopping trips... Oh dear oh dear.
But I'm so broke I spent all my money already I don't even have money for this week. Hahaha not 'cause I spent this week allowance also lah! Just that Daddy's away so I didn't get money from him on Sunday.
I have like $10 with me plus some loose change. I should starve all day long and be skinny.

Ms Goh said people will get fatter if your body sends a "starvation" signal. Different from being anorexic so yeah if you don't wanna eat, go ALL THE WAY. And screw your body hehehe.
You'll die if you're anorexic.
I don't wanna die........ Not yet anyway. Too young for that.

I feel like having cakes now hahaha.

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I should start wearing shoes that I bought. Own a few pairs of heels but I never wear them. Kept them somewhere to collect dust. I bought flats too but I hardly wear them so I bet they are cobweb-covered somewhere as well. I only wear my slippers, sandals or my birks.

I love shoes but I hate wearing them. Am I weird?
Hmm. :\