Posted on: Sunday, June 14, 2009
Posted at: 7:33 PM I've embarked on my 10 topics a week journey, and yes I have to admit I do have trouble coping with it even though it can be done if I am mentally strong enough.
it's just 1 topic per day for 4 days, and 2 topics 3 days each.
It's not difficult man, but I just can't stop dozing off, or getting distracted when I flip open my notes.

Anyway, the radio's my best friend now, have them on as company like almost the whole day. It's not as distracting as the TV 'cause it doesn't involve my eyes, but I occasionally start moving to the beat of the song or just laughing at random stuff that's being said over the radio.
Or just changing the stations...
I think I CANNOT stop getting distracted while studying.
Still, it's good that I manage to complete my 10 topics hahaha. I'm so proud of myself I deserve a pat on my shoulder seriously. (:
Guess the note on my wall works to a certain extent...

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Was feeling very weird the whole of Friday, the happy kindof weird.
I still can't believe it still man, feels more like a dream instead. Imagine waking up and receiving that message, made my day man hahaha.
And as the time approaches each second felt like a minute.
Realised I got strangely aware of how I looked and started having butterflies in my stomach. I just wished I didn't sweat so much, hyperventilated.
The walk home was unbelievably quick, and suddenly a second seemed like a milisecond.

I did try different ways to make the situation seemed more real, and thinking of countless of reasons why xyz would do that and send the message.
Sometimes I wish I can read people's mind, so I can pick his brain.

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I received this very sweet message from somebody.
No doubt I was touched and rather amazed I can make someone feel that way but I guess it was from the wrong person because I don't feel butterflies in my stomach like the way I do when he's around.
I know it's wrong and stupid.
And I still don't know how to put my exact intentions across to this person who sent the message.

Well but I've told myself now's not the time to be bothered.
And I'm gonna stop here my brother's room is like a furnace, have to get out of here soon and I'm gonna go get my laptop repaired soon oh no!

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*edited*

I just had durians hahahaha it's been like a year since I last ate durians.
Ohmygod I lovelovelove durians.
And I ate the most among like, hmm, 11 people?! Someone please tell me durians are good for the skin and all. And maybe will make me slim.
But seriously even if you tell me it's not I'll still eat it. It's not the king of fruits for nothing... I don't understand why people thinks it's smelly. I think it smells damn nice, but the fingers will tend to stink after that.
Wahhhh love durians! :D