Posted on: Sunday, June 07, 2009
Posted at: 7:12 PM The 1st week of holidays had been UNFRUITFUL. Goodness, now I have 3 weeks to handle 30 topics instead of 4.
Well done, totally deserve a pat on the back.
Instead of doing productive work, I got myself into a whole lot of junk and I don't know how to get myself out.
2nd pat on my back please.

I am like a different person. I think different, I feel different. It is not me anymore. The one governing my mind is not the usually sensible me, but this reckless two-faced bitch that does things without thinking.
I lose all sense of reason and correct judgement and now look what shit this has got me into.

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Spent some times with comrade for the past week, and it was very fun.

Went Rail Mall for the first time (sorry if I'm so sua gu) to study, had some horrible tasting tea which made me felt damn hungry, and we went to Subway.
Wanted to study there but we got to talking. That seem to always be the case when we go out "studying".

And we had the sambal prawns.
Although I didn't openly express it out, but ohmygod it taste so good you have to really try it to know what I mean.
I am a person who doesn't really eat prawns, someone who hates to "de-shell" them 'cause of their head and many legs, but for that I don't even mind sucking their legs because all the nice chilli are stuck there.
It is that nice! I have cravings for it every now and then and I told her if I go over to have it every week it's her fault.

Well, I hope for the best for both of us and hopefully get out of whatever we're living with now.

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Well it had been a hell of a rollercoaster ride this week and I hope so much that the following weeks will be a smooth ride.
No more surprises already.
Not now anyway, when I have something more important to focus on.

Mabel was right, there's no one right now for me to shower special attention to, which includes XYZ.
I think I was so stupid to feel the way I felt (and still feel I guess..), but after talking it over with Mabel I guess he was here to tell me that I can actually move on with things and, with stuff.

So yes, FOCUS Yvonne, F-O-C-U-S!!!!!!!