Posted on: Sunday, May 24, 2009
Posted at: 10:02 PM Finally caught the flu bug from God-knows-who, had a fever since yesterday and have been sneezing like crazy.
Really feel like not going to school man! But due to some responsibilities and also since this is the last week of term 2, I shall go to school...
One whole month of holiday and maybe I won't get to see some people whom I wanna see.

And the one month would be torturous damn it, really have to start hitting the books already. Have been procrastinating with Mabel and ended up at the court. I agree with her, our calve muscles are building up.
Imagine my horror when a guy told me I have strong calves..! D:

And now I can't return home early 'cause I have to view some websites before bio tutorial tomorrow, and instincts tell me that I'll be ??? after reading them.

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I cannot understand why some people chooses to ignore me like that, but when it's outside school grounds, they just seem alright talking to me.
What's the problem?
Don't know what they are thinking man, seriously.

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Met my darling (finally!) yesterday at Northpoint, chatted about everything, and gossiped (our favourite hobby oops) about this girl who was, hmm, EEW.
Yuck, how can she say that KL #1 looks like him?!?!?! And how can she stand being n_ with KL #2?!?!?!?!
Wow seems like she loves KL pretty much eh.

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And I bought 2 lingerie with her, hahaha, one same one with her seh. We got same bras yo sister!
And that idiot saw my size and said something like "Huh, ___ ah?"
Eh hello big boobs you don't have to flaunt yours. -.-

I seem to have big boobs people as my close friends... Right marble? (:

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To say the truth, I still don't know if the b_ was the right thing to do, and I still don't know how I really feel towards you.
At times, I love the freedom I get for being s_, I can talk about guys without feeling guilty! However, there are times when I feel lonely without someone to be there for me like how a b_ can be.
I can definitely live without you, that I had proven to myself, but do I want to live without you? Months ago, the answer was a definite yes, where things were all nice with probably a few rough patches.

But somehow somewhere, something went terribly wrong..
And I got so tired of holding on.

What we had for the past 14 months had been amazing, with the exception of the last month perhaps, and I guess I could never forget, how could I?
I'm just so sorry this has got to end, because I guess at one point of time we both thought we were the one for each other.
Good things comes to an end I suppose. It just proves my belief right, that there ain't such thing as forever.

Those times I waited for you seem so long ago
I wanted you far too much to ever let you go
You know I never could buy “I feel it too”
And I guess I never could stand to lose
It’s just a pity to say goodbye to you

How could I have loved someone like the one I see in you?
I remember the good times baby, now, and the bad times too
These last few weeks of holding on
The days are dull, and the nights are long
Guess it’s better to say goodbye to you

Cause baby it’s over now, no need talk about it
It’s not the same, my love for you’s just not the same
And my heart can’t stand the strain