Posted on: Saturday, April 25, 2009
Posted at: 3:11 PM This week had been a rather bad week for me.
Lost both matches, when we should have won 1. Totally broke down man, I didn't rmb feeling that sort of unhappiness when I played last time. But in me and the others I believe that we know we are winners right, our improvements, even I could see it despite being in the team for just a few months.
Seriously I didn't know I would train so hard and play so hard and cheer so hard for a team but I did.
Very proud of team JJ really. We are all winners and shall play as hard on monday.

Anyway, am happy that I saw people like Jasmine at SBC. Saw her cheering for us (somehow?) and was very happy. She's still like her old self, as funny.
Oh and saw others too who came.
And team JJ guys who helped us to cheer. The whole SBC seemed to be filled with cheers from our side hahaha!

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He went for NS yesterday and I know I should feel rather sad but on the contrary I feel okay. Like I have more time for myself, more time to do things that I have to do (like homework) and more time to think things through.
And well that's why you see my posting on a Saturday afternoon!
Had this "talk" with him on Thursday night before he went in and we both agree we need this time to think about certain issues.

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Have been pretty pissed with people. Arrogant people.
Like if you think that I won't understand what you mean by questions you asked and things you said, YOU'RE WRONG.
I'm not stupid bitch, you are for thinking this way. Don't have to act like a hypocrite because you still want to appear to be my friend. I don't need you to be my friend seriously and yes I am that anti-social.
Please bitch look at yourself in the mirror first lah okay. Damn it.

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I have a lot of angry vibes now hahaha. And the internet is kinda slow and crappy for me to do GP stuff and I don't feel like doing it today anyway so I shall do it tomorrow at Daddy's place. Say yay to fast internet speed whooooo.

Was looking at my notebook and saw so many things I have yet to do. ):
And I'm soooooo lazy to do anything now the weather's killing me.

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I miss some people a lot. Friends.
Looking at their blogs makes me feel very distant from them but I should've expected that, or should I say I expected that but I just feel rather upset.
I have friends in JJ too but that doesn't mean we should neglect old friends too. But I just don't practise what I preach because I don't know how to. Like it's just awkward for me to suddenly msg somebody and say "hey how's life?" stuff like that.

Mabel gave me this very nice card thingy during lit lect ytd. It was nice of her. But why am I eye monster. -.-