Posted on: Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Posted at: 2:30 AM Suddenly feel a little depressed, or should I say emotional, after a lot of thinking. Couldn't get to sleep you see, so switched on the lappie to blog a little.

Was thinking how no life my life is. (Sounds weird)
I suddenly wish my life is packed, packed til I hardly have time for some "alone" time, with the exception of sleeping time.
How wonderful, I still remember my very packed after-school schedule during the period of time when I was part of the orientation2 camp. Strange to be thinking back, those times hadn't really crossed my mind for a long, long time.
Those times were really fun to say the truth, despite the constant running about, rushing here and there.
At least I felt that I was doing something, something I can look back and say hey, I'm actually spending some time doing things like this. Y'know, rather than wasting my time away like this.
I kinda like the feeling of doing something, instead of rotting or slacking.

But on the other hand, it gets really tiring to be busy everyday like that.
During such busy moments, I get even more lazy than normal, and I am an extremely lazy person. Hahaha!
But still, it doesn't hurt to be busy. At least I won't complain about having no money to shop, 'cause I won't have any time to do so!

And yes, I'm in desperate need for money, but I don't wanna get a job because I cannot afford to.
Books to read (including Great Expectations which I have not finished), homework to be completed and revision to be done. Goodness, why all so mugger one?

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Went out for supper with Melissa and Jasmine at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe at Northpoint.
Tried the french toast with ice cream and caramel topping, gosh, do not try it unless you have a sweet tooth.
Totally spoiled my appetite for anything else 'cause it's just too sweet for my liking. ):
Milk tea was alright though.

Jasmine came and ordered some dim sum, it wasn't very nice.
Sighs, unsatisfactory supper, but a rather nice time with them. Been long since I met other secondary school friends.

Everyone's busy with something, it's so difficult to have outings with everyone already.

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Anyway, am supposed to be sleeping. Can you imagine the amount of nagging I'll receive from Joshua when he knows I'm staying up late again?
And there's a friendly tomorrow against YJ. -.-

I swear my hairs stopped growing.
I've been looking at them everyday, people who ever gets the chance to see me will think I'm obsessed with my hair.
And I am, in a bad way.
Why did I even decide to cut my hair short one year ago in the first place? No, why did that thought even appear in my stupid peabrain? Must had gone haywire.

If I had the sense to not chop it off into a stupid-looking bob, my hair would be loooooong and nice now, just like how I want it even though I always complain how freaking straight my hair is. Well, I can always go to a salon to do something about it.
But now, I can do NOTHING without looking like a freak? I think I look ugly now. Damn. Hair not long, not short.

I was contemplating extensions, but since I have to start tying my hair 5 times a week the most of next year and I don't want the ugly parts to be shown, I had to drop the idea.
It was so tempting though, and I am still considering.

Why is it that my nails can grow so fast yet my hairs hardly grow at all? It's infuriating, really.
Since the start of the year, I think my hair (compare the longest length) had grown like, 2-3 inches? -.-
Can't stand it.
If only I ain't in JC.

Well, g'nights then. (:

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*edited*

I havn't slept for the whole morning, and of all times I have to feel tired NOW. Feeling so lethargic and more sick than I felt for the past few days, how to play later?!
What a bad choice... To think I thought doing chem wouold actually make me sleep, I kinda got more enthu about completing the 16Nov deadline assignments (Hahah very very loooong way back I know!) and I just kept doing till I finished atomic structure.

Hmm, I feel a little awake now.
But still so tired! Wonder how the hell I'm gonna get the energy to drag myself all the way back home to sleep. Somehow I wished we were away team, at least yishun's much nearer! :p
Well I'll see what I can do.

I'm very excited because Daddy's gonna bring up the package to me when he comes over to bring me to school. :D Loves to receive packages, I'm a lazy woman. Hehee.

I realised I've been editing my posts for the past 2 days. 'Cause I really can't get to sleep, ahhhhh.
Must switch off the lappie by 12midnight and shut my eyes and try to sleep tonight, and the nights to come.