Posted on: Monday, August 25, 2008
Posted at: 11:57 PM I'm really damn tired, and guess what? It's only Monday and I'm shagged.
How am I gonna survive the rest of the week man.
I practically slept through math lecture, and today we're supposed to go through the mock promos paper from don't know when. I remember SuhYee said something about me just copying 2 questions and falling asleep. -.-

And Tanya and I saved the day during math tutorial! We went to another classroom to check if the visualizer thing is working, and both of us were total NOOBS lah. But so funny. Tanya's a funny girl.

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And oh, my previous post wasn't about me and my boyfriend, hahah. Sorry for any misunderstanding!
:D

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Yesterday's outing was pretty fun. Loves the fondue man! And our table was so much cleaner than the others.
Well, Lesley, Jasmine and ZiHui were there at the other table whatttt. Explains why eh. :p

And that idiot Ming kept calling me Chubby. He's Chubbier lah.

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I had a pretty bad afternoon. I guess I really learnt something. When you're hurt, it doesn't mean the other party ain't feeling the same way.
He may say something hurtful, but think about it, maybe you said something hurtful to him too.

Especially when the other party is someone you truely love and care about.
The feeling sucked.

It's then I realised that all these while I'd probably been hurting people I love around me, be it the words I said, or the things I do.
It's ironic isn't it, sometimes you treat people whom you couldn't care less better than people you really love.
I guess it's about taking people for granted. I've always been saying I hate being taken for granted, but when I stop to think, hey, maybe I take other people for granted too.

So from now onwards, I'm gonna try and really love the people around me, so that they know.

I'm so sorry baby.

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But I was so hurt this afternoon. I could smile, but deep down it hurt so bad.
I got reminded of so many painful memories, worst of which was my home, my family.
Do I really have one? One that I can call my own?
Some people may be puzzled, but if you know me you will know what happened about a year ago.
I still havn't gotten over it, and yes I admit, I'm weak in this sense.

One afternoon I was talking to Ms Goh about it, and I don't know why tears kept streaming down. I just couldn't stop my tears, I didn't know how.
But I finally know.

People don't have to cry to express their feelings, sometimes some people just don't wanna show it.