Posted on: Friday, April 04, 2008
Posted at: 9:30 PM Bad news just keep coming these days, I don't know why.

Anyway, I'm really sorry to say that my grandma just passed away. I know I don't sound or look very upset, 'cause I'm don't. I know it's really bad to say that, and that's why I feel bad.
I'd never been a great granddaughter. I refused to visit her often because it's boring. I don't like to stay for over an hour at her place because it's boring. I got mad at her (but she didn't know) because she forgotten who I was when I went to visit her, my fault mayber, for not seeing her often, but still.
To conclude, I'm a terrible granddaughter.
I did cry, I'm not inhumane. Maybe not to the extent of crying, but there were teardrops.
But I know that my brother will remember how nice her chicken wings are, and I'll remember her as being the very generous dealer every CNY when we went over to play daidee, and, blahblah.

I know it's too late for this, but I still wanna say that I'm sorry.
Sorry grandma.
R.I.P

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School work is getting worse. I don't know how I am gonna cope with it. I'm starting to regret choosing JC.
I have piles of assignments to finish, as usual. It's terrible. It's like piling up?
And I'm failing my Chemistry stuffs. o.O If this continues I will definitely qualify for FES, Full Examination Scheme. Sighs.
Jiayou jiayou to me. ))):

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Went back to A.I just now, it was okay? Went to 123 to have dinner with Lesley, she's still slower than me, as usual. (:
I'm glad to see all my old friends. It makes me happy. A nice change of atmosphere.
The certificate for CCA Merit (Team) is nicer already, but the thingy is still the same old pattern.
But something made me feel so confused. Damn it. It's like everything went back to square one.
Nooooo, I shouldn't feel that way.
The performance was okay? I don't know. Not interested. LingLan kept kicking my chair. -.-
Then I had to rush home and blahblah.

And here I am. (: