Posted on: Sunday, January 13, 2008
Posted at: 1:12 AM My brothers and I were at the living room watching the Guess^3 show and we kept laughing and laughing.
Then it occurred to me that I hadn't laughed together with them like that for ages. I know it's been pretty long since we really stayed under one roof and that I should like get used to it like some people told me to but this kinda thing is not as easy as it seems.
I keep on saying how much I miss my brothers and blah because I really do.

During the JJ camp we were asked to write a postcard to our parents and I had to think which one to write to. I can't ask for 2, can I? If only they were still together. At that instant I imagined other people's parents sitting together reading what their sons/daughters wrote to them and it hurt like hell.
I decided to write to Daddy. And I cried as I pondered over what to write. There's so many stuffs I wanted to tell Daddy the postcard couldn't contain it so I just wrote down I love you and that I miss him so much and also apologising for being a not very satisfactory daughter.
Before that this teacher was telling us about his mummy and how he treated her. I cried not just because the story is very sad, but because that's pretty much the way I treat Mummy. He's right. We all treat people around us like treasure, our boyfriends/girlfriends etc, but what about the people that have always been there for us all these years? We get angry at them for scolding us, for doing something that displeases us, and sometimes for just being there. But think about what happens if they've never been there at all? Would we still be who we are right now?
No matter what we do, no matter how bad we are, we will always be their most precious, even if they don't say it.