oh my darling honey bee.

		say hello! Hello there, I'm a 18-year-old female student who resides in super sunny Singapore. I turn a year older every year on 12 july. I love going barefooted but no longer long bus rides. ): I realise I have a bottomless pit for good food. I am extremely lazy and pretty clumsy. Happiness is nothing more than good health and bad memory. Laugh as long as you breathe and love as long as you live.

twitter Twitter Updates follow me on Twitter about this blog This blog was opened by Yvonne to accomodate Yvonne's mindless musings and daily rantings. Do enjoy your stay here, and don't take what's not yours! tagboard affiliates e6 o8so4 chiwei enghwee hito lesley linglan melissa sam selena sharine sindhu archives December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 credits Design: doughnutcrazy Icon: me!		Posted on: Tuesday, January 16, 2007 Posted at: 9:49 PM BEGGING FOR MY LIFE I can't stand it anymore. Since Sunday, I've been saying the wrong things. I think I should just slap my mouth, or keep my mouth shut. But I've been saying sorry, and not getting angry, what else you want me to do? It's like doing some work, then every teacher criticises how bad you did. Finally one day, you finally thought everything would be okay, but this crazy bugger comes and reprimands you. Not good right? I KNOW! You see how desperate I am? I can only pray hard everything will get better. I'm soso tired of all these already alright. And you, you, and you. All of you. I need to stress this point: my priority to go Republic is STUDIES, and not, what you said, LOVE/BGR. Or should I say, I go there to see the courses. You know who you are. You fucking said that, but I don't mind. I just want to let you know that you are wrong about me. Utterly revolting can? Not like I don't have enough people talking behind my back. But I went to Rebulic Poly OpenHouse because I wanna see what I can do if I so suay, cannot get into a good JC. Is it wrong? I don't want to remain stagnant here, not knowing what I want to pursue. I don't want to regret, don't you people understand? I had regretted so many of my actions and decisions so much that now, I want to do something that I know I won't regret, no matter what the outcome may be. Can't you people understand? And daddy, please understand. It's not just studying like some idiot to get into a good JC y'know. Maybe I have the potential and the capability to do so, but I can't know for sure. Not everybody who tries their best gets the best you know. I will try my best, but if I can't get into a good JC, at least let me go to a good polytechnic instead of sending me to England just like that. I can't the last year of my secondary school life to be like this. Life have got to get better, much much better. The truth is always cruel and straightforward. How I wish I can escape to a world of my own. I am so sick. I'm down with fever, flu, sore throat and cough. What a blessing. With the weather and all these coming down on me, how am I gonna get well? It's been a week already, I don't fall ill for such a long time. What is happening? I need faith, and hope. I need you.

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